you know sometimes i wonder what it is that makes us try to find satisfaction in things we know will not fulfill us. its like this stupid expectation we scenarioize in our minds. I expect the ideal and it often throws me off. so weird.
last night i execpted the very thing the Lord very clearly told me not to pursue. I still did, and it failed me. Go figure. God always knows better, and we know better when his word says other wise. Why do we still pursue it?
lets find joy in this:
“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” hebrews 11 something.. 3 maybe?
set your mind on eternity. its far more realistic than this world and and far more satisfying than this earth ever will be.